Being 21st years old isnt about sweet birthday or the most important birthday celebration in your life time. For me, it means its time to act and think in a mature way. We not only paying responsibilities to ourselves but also people around us. So called Duty of Care. Missed my old times so much especially secondary life, where I dont really have to think much. Now ITS HEAVY. Every night I just cant stop my brain from thinking about this and that. Im not only have to ensure my academic achievement is good but I have to think of ways to earn as much money as possible or to save as much money as I can. Accidents and emergency can be happened at any time. We have to always think of Plan B in our lives. Everything is about $$, we know that very well. I longer feel good asking money from my dad, I dont know why but it makes me feel so useless.I can only feel better by promising myself that every single cent that I spent now, Im gonna earn it back in future. Maybe double of it or triple?
I WANT A CHANGE IN MY LIFE.
A guy said to me this ' never stop your life at one point'. Its so true! We must keep upgrading ourselves to be the best of us. No matter in knowledge or money term. Yea, Im not a simple woman like others. I have my own style of doing things and I have my own requirements towards everything. I definitely not an easy satisfied girl. Some might think this is bad while some will think this is okay. Well, personally Im fine with it. Its actually base on how you see it after all. Only with requirements will make you move towards your goals. This is what I believe. Who doesnt want a financial stable life where you dont really need to worry about your financial when near to end of every month?
Everyone has their own stories, problems, sorrows and etc. Its better not to judge a person even if you knew them because what you knew might not be the truth.
