19.05.2014

The most hurtful action from friends is treating you as transparent object. I admit that I was the one who mad at him first but it was all because of his actions, he shouldnt say I didnt sudy where I studied so much for my F2 final. At the most panic moment where only left 2-3 hours to exam, you said I will fail the paper just because Im not familiar with those formulas. WTH!  When I asked you about the structure of the paper you just made fun of it. My feeling was so messed up at that time and suddenly you guys asked me to go out because Im blocking you guys from dating with pretty girls. Although it was just a joke but my feeling was so bad and I decided to leave.

I didnt even scold any of you especially the guy who started up the 'fire'. Maybe my face expression shown all. I dont know. After the exam I tried my very best to act nothing and talk with that guy because it wasnt that big matter after all but what I got in the end? Being treated like doesnt exist in his world? Are you insane? I put down my dignity and how you respond? Yea, I feel sad about it but I wont cry for it. Its just not worth. You're the one who offended me with your hurtful words and now you expect me to beg you like a begger? JUST DO WHAT YOU WANT!

 

Well, lets talk about him. Today is the 8th day where I didnt meet him in uni compound. All the ACCA students should be busy studying for final on June so I think thats the reason why we dont meet as often as before. Unexpectedly I saw him at library just now. I think this is his very first time staying up till so late. Normally he leaves around 4-5pm. Even now 8pm he is still here and Im so free blogging at uni computer lab. Damn, how can he so hardworking right? Yea, I was planning to leave him a note with 'keep fighting' but he came back when I was heading to his place. Too bad, hopefully there is always next time between us.