As promised, I will update you guys about Tyler. Are you ready? This will be a freaking long post. Hopefully you guys don't feel bored half way. Lets START :
How I met him?
One day when I was walking out from the library my attention was drawn by this guy. Maybe it was because the way he dressed up. He looked smart, neat and tidy and he was so familiar to me. I believe he felt the same because both of us stares at each other with the wonder & curious face. He was actually my close friend's crush during form 5 after squeezing my brain's juice to recall back.
What happen after that?
We passed by each other again when he was on the way to Rock Cafe while I was on my way back from Rock Cafe. My friend's reaction was so big that he kept asking me ' is it him? is it him? ', all I did was keep my mouth shut because he was just right beside of us. How can he be so obvious right? I have no idea whether he heard or not but he did stared at us for second.
How I found out more about him?
It was during our law progress test 1, out of my expectation that we were in the same examination hall. Thats means he is an ACCA student. We are taking the same paper but in different group. I did saw him a number of times in the library ( discussion area ) and I bet he realized I saw him too. The most funny part was I hardly look at him, whenever I see him I will try to avoid from eyes contact or face contact. Just cant look at him.
How I started to anti him?
I remember it was one day before our law progress test 2 so I actually went back uni to study. While I was studying at The Garden, suddenly he came and what he did was swung his LV laptop bag on the table behind of me, thats so freaking rude. His perfume smell is a smell pollution to me.From afternoon till evening he kept talking to his friends while im trying my very best to concentrate because he talked so damn loud plus his annoying english slang. Trust me, thats so irritating. After this I totally dont like him. For me, he is just a rich child who spend his money unnecessarily and a kid who like to show off.
How I changed my perspective towards him?
I've no idea when and how he changed my perspective towards him. I believe it was accumulated by days. I realized he will never fail in going library. He will be there to study. Study, as in really study. He pays full concentration, he rarely peep on girls or game while studying. Even if he hungry, he will just get some biscuit from his bag and eat it. Main thing is he has an organizer. From all these, I believe he is a systematic guy. As in he has his own plan for his life. He is just not that type who need people to remind him to study or anything (independent). Suddenly I felt a very strong secure feeling from him. As in if he is my boy Im sure he will always there for me whenever I need him and he will settle everything for me. Its like someone who I can really rely on.
Most happy thing ever.
It was a day where I was so super down because one day before I was humiliated by my classmate in the class.It was something that I cant forget. I kept asking myself why I got such treatment? why and why and why? I even went for blood donation, the thing which I so scare of after the first try during my form6. I believe that time I was unsound mind and decided to challenge myself. After that I went to library and try to calm myself from thinking about the problem and out of sudden Tyler came and sat beside me. My heart beat was totally out of my control and slowly my face was so hot (blush) .Luckily he went out and I calmed myself before he back. He was sitting on my left and I looked at my right all the time. He just stayed for 45 minutes and he went off after his friend came. Although just 45 minutes but more than enough to make my day.
How he changed me?
As compared to before, he changed alot. He become more muscular and so so much better in dressing up. Weekdays he will be in formal attire. Not those local uni formal but something cool and its consider formal. Weekends he will in polo tee and long pants. Hardly see him in short pants and slipper. Well, I started to change myself because of him. I always make comparison between me and him. Both of us from ipoh but how come he can be so great while me just nothing. After that, I told myself its time to have a change. I started to keep fit, eat healthily, apply lotion, etc etc. Be as hardworking as him, be as responsible to my life as him. I want to perform my best in every single thing that I take. He indirectly shown me that I have no time to border about minor minor things which I cared so much before time because now all my concentration is on my study and myself. Thats it.
Whats my plan?
To be truth, I wish I can be his friend but at the same time Im scare. What if he is not interested to be my friend? Somehow I prefer to maintain as stranger where he is something motivating me to be a better person. Anyway, I need to thank him. Without him I think Im still slacking like a lazy bugger. HE HELPED ME IN SOUL SEARCHING. All I want to say is IM BACK, FINALLY... what doesnt kill you make you stronger.
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